Today I am....
...feeling overwhelmed and defeated and generally disheartened
...feeling like I will never get to the point where I feel like my actual life matches with my ideal life
...struggling to find peace amidst the chaos
...wishing it were turning into summer instead of winter, since I always have a harder time finding the positives in the winter
...wishing I had a river I could skate away on
...hoping that things will turn around and I will feel better tomorrow